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my artwork without my prior permission
( "I'm fine / Estoy bien" )
this is a strange drawing that I use to vent my feelings. every time I felt bad I followed it until today I think I finished it, and this is the result
I'm sorry for the bad anatomy.
personal note: (ENGLISH) (I hope this is not very badly written orz )
"Falling into depression twice, getting stronger than the previous ...
One, for a childhood where my father was a monster. I wanted to disappear, to die, but I did not want to hurt myself because of something that was not my fault. My mother saved us and cured us as we did her.
The second, the strongest for me, worsened when one of my brothers died leaving her son and husband, I stopped being that time myself, like living an eternal nightmare with my eyes blindfolded, full of hatred, pain, anger, resentment , impotence, etc. even forgetting the emotion of art, and drawing only so that my family and I do not dead of hunger.
I am already standing again and my emotional wounds are healing, but it is difficult, I feel that I hang from a thin thread. But something sustains it so that it does not fall. The good thing about all this is that it I matures, I became stronger ... for my loved ones and for me I will not let myself overcome."
(ESPAÑOL)
"Caer en depresión dos veces, cada vez más fuerte que el anterior…
Una, por una infancia donde mi padre era un monstruo. Quería desaparecer, morir, pero no quería lastimarme por algo que no era mi culpa. Mi madre nos salvo y curo así como nosotros a ella.
La segunda, la más fuerte para mi, empeoro al morir una de mis hermanos dejando a su hijo y esposo, deje de ser yo misma ese tiempo, como vivir una eterna pesadilla con mis ojos vendados, llena de odio, dolor, ira, rencor, impotencia, etc. incluso olvidando la emoción del arte, y dibujar solo para que mi familia y yo no moramos de hambre.
Ya estoy de pie de nuevo y mis heridas emocionales están curando, pero es difícil, siento que cuelgo de un delgado hilo. Pero algo lo sostiene para que no caiga. Lo bueno de todo esto es, que madure, me volví más fuerte… por mis seres queridos y por mí no me dejare vencer."
my artwork without my prior permission
( "I'm fine / Estoy bien" )
this is a strange drawing that I use to vent my feelings. every time I felt bad I followed it until today I think I finished it, and this is the result
I'm sorry for the bad anatomy.
personal note: (ENGLISH) (I hope this is not very badly written orz )
"Falling into depression twice, getting stronger than the previous ...
One, for a childhood where my father was a monster. I wanted to disappear, to die, but I did not want to hurt myself because of something that was not my fault. My mother saved us and cured us as we did her.
The second, the strongest for me, worsened when one of my brothers died leaving her son and husband, I stopped being that time myself, like living an eternal nightmare with my eyes blindfolded, full of hatred, pain, anger, resentment , impotence, etc. even forgetting the emotion of art, and drawing only so that my family and I do not dead of hunger.
I am already standing again and my emotional wounds are healing, but it is difficult, I feel that I hang from a thin thread. But something sustains it so that it does not fall. The good thing about all this is that it I matures, I became stronger ... for my loved ones and for me I will not let myself overcome."
(ESPAÑOL)
"Caer en depresión dos veces, cada vez más fuerte que el anterior…
Una, por una infancia donde mi padre era un monstruo. Quería desaparecer, morir, pero no quería lastimarme por algo que no era mi culpa. Mi madre nos salvo y curo así como nosotros a ella.
La segunda, la más fuerte para mi, empeoro al morir una de mis hermanos dejando a su hijo y esposo, deje de ser yo misma ese tiempo, como vivir una eterna pesadilla con mis ojos vendados, llena de odio, dolor, ira, rencor, impotencia, etc. incluso olvidando la emoción del arte, y dibujar solo para que mi familia y yo no moramos de hambre.
Ya estoy de pie de nuevo y mis heridas emocionales están curando, pero es difícil, siento que cuelgo de un delgado hilo. Pero algo lo sostiene para que no caiga. Lo bueno de todo esto es, que madure, me volví más fuerte… por mis seres queridos y por mí no me dejare vencer."
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To all, thank you very much for your good wishes, understanding and beautiful words. I did not have words or strength to answer before, but I read them to each one of you since I uploaded this drawing.
I also hope this improves soon.
I also hope this improves soon.